no. way.

i'm not slacking off or backing out
or cracking up with doubt.
i'm working it out.

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another funny day monday.

it wasn't that eventful, but it was so much fun.
had a subtextual fight with the homies, but i ended up meeting them at the bowling alley irregardless.
i ended up being bomb-diggety at bowling that night, and i think that was karma for piale because she only wanted me to go so that she'd have someone to beat OH WHO SAID THAT.
so after bowling, we went up to cruise sunset.

during the sunset cruise, we had the most amazing sing-along to 'pushin me away.' not even kidding.
it was scandalous, and all three of us were feeling that song like it wasn't even a thang.

we didn't get milkshakes.
we saw desmond.

then david passed the eff out, and we had "bossy" on repeat for like 40 minutes.
so good.

one more lap around sunset, which was all kinds of dead for some reason, and david woke up.

idk, it really wasn't eventful.
NO WAAAY, JOHN TAYLOR. jk.

today, i went to the gym and got all tired, so then i went home, and then i went to irvine and watched 90210 with minerva & gabby, had some gossip time, and some itunes-raping time as well. got a whole bunch of good music.

boys boys boys, i like boys in cars.
boys boys boys, they buy us drinks in bars.

KILL THE LIGHTS!!

what else .. oh so then i went to work, and the first two hours were effing bomb.
it was after my break (during, actually) that everything went downhill.
there was seriously nothing to do and i still had two hours to go.
i had to walk around doing nothing. in real life, i love doing nothing, but when it comes to work, no no no.

so anyway, i had a sad moment when i was walking to the shuttle stop to go back to my car.
i realized that at some point in life, "old man crushes" really aren't all that much older.
my current old man crush is probably like 10 years older than i am. definitely not more than 20 years older. that's so sad.
i'm getting old.
pretty soon, my old man crushes are going to be the same age as me. DNW.

you know you love me,
xoxo gossip girl

ps
i'm watching a hilary duff dvd. loveeee HD!

~*~*~*~*~NEVER FORGET THAT CORNER OFF SUNSET