let's play a love game
play a love game
do you want love
or you want fame
are you in the game?
down the love game.
play a love game
do you want love
or you want fame
are you in the game?
down the love game.
it took me 19 years -- well almost 20 -- to figure out that the end of the year doesn't signify anything. you can clump 12 months together and call them a year. you can say it was a great year, an epic year, a fabulous year, a bad year.
2007 was a bad year, or so i thought.
not gonna lie, my hair was all kinds of fabulous in 2007.
therefore, it was also a fabulous year.
2008 was an epic year, no doubt. but no, not really. all 365 days were not epic.
therefore, it was not an epic year.
there were just many many epic days that fell in the range of those 365 days aka year.
2009. it's just different number -- my favorite number! -- at the end of the 200_ now.
nothing new.
nothing different.
tomorrow could be different, but a whole year?
things will change, but they could've changed last week. they could change in three days.
that doesn't mean they're changing because it's a new year.[/end of rant]
speaking of change.
oh wait.
ps
i'm just polite, i'm not hitting on you.
pps
only nick jonas can pull off the thumbs up. nick jonas and bill clinton.
you are neither of them, so please stop. i mean, seriously.
okay back to what i was originally going to talk about.
so basically in a few hours i have to wake up to go do something that could be something or could be nothing.
i don't think it'll be nothing.
nothing might come of it, but just the fact that i'm doing it means it's something.
it's the first something to happen in the whole 19 -- almost 20, as mentioned in the first sentence -- ----- i'm into these today ------ -- years of my life and the, i guess, 9 (almost 10, oh look i didn't do --this--) years that i've been doing this.
so i don't know. i really might just be overreacting.
i had a whole talk about it on the shuttle to my car with a bunch of coworkers today.
it was all kinds of random and intense.
i got slightly emo, but then i remembered i had this thing in the morning, so i mentioned it.
we'll see.
it would be epic.
i'm mentally preparing myself.
i've been mentally ready for the 9almost10 years.
well, maybe not all 9almost10 years.
i've been ready in my head for at least 6 of those years.
2007, i was all kinds of ready. all year.
2008, i wasn't ready. i'm getting over it.
2009, let's try to get back to being ready.
so that brings me back to the whole year thing.
i'm going to clump 2007 and 2008 together because i honestly don't even know where one ended and the other started.
i was too busy trying to finish my oc marathon.
if you can clump 365 days together and call it a year, i'll clump 730 of them together and call it the longest and most confusing time of my life.
i attempted my oc marathon again this year, but it just did not happen.
this is party because i have a job now, as well as more freedom in the form of driving (though i did last year, but not on the freeway), and the pressure from the besties to read twilight.
i only finished the first book, but whatevz.
i'll get to the rest eventually.
maybe i'll try to finish those before i start school, instead of the oc.
i am more than halfway done with the oc anyway, though, so .....
i like how this year ended.
it ended how it started, but better.
i vaguely remember watching the jobros and miley on dick clark last year and being confused as to why they were all being so awkward. i wasn't into them, so i thought the little one was dating miley cyrus.
so this year, i watched them again, but i got to see miley live for new year's and that was pretty awesome.
again awkwardness on dick clark, but it was taylor swift and joe jonas instead.
maybe it'll be like, lindsay lohan and kevin jonas next year.
that would be bomb.
alright, well.
i'm going to go to bed now to see if i can make it ME and kevin jonas for next year's post-breakup awkwardness on dick clark.
step 1 tomorrow.
brb back to mental preparation.
2007 was a bad year, or so i thought.
not gonna lie, my hair was all kinds of fabulous in 2007.
therefore, it was also a fabulous year.
2008 was an epic year, no doubt. but no, not really. all 365 days were not epic.
therefore, it was not an epic year.
there were just many many epic days that fell in the range of those 365 days aka year.
2009. it's just different number -- my favorite number! -- at the end of the 200_ now.
nothing new.
nothing different.
tomorrow could be different, but a whole year?
things will change, but they could've changed last week. they could change in three days.
that doesn't mean they're changing because it's a new year.[/end of rant]
speaking of change.
oh wait.
ps
i'm just polite, i'm not hitting on you.
pps
only nick jonas can pull off the thumbs up. nick jonas and bill clinton.
you are neither of them, so please stop. i mean, seriously.
okay back to what i was originally going to talk about.
so basically in a few hours i have to wake up to go do something that could be something or could be nothing.
i don't think it'll be nothing.
nothing might come of it, but just the fact that i'm doing it means it's something.
it's the first something to happen in the whole 19 -- almost 20, as mentioned in the first sentence -- ----- i'm into these today ------ -- years of my life and the, i guess, 9 (almost 10, oh look i didn't do --this--) years that i've been doing this.
so i don't know. i really might just be overreacting.
i had a whole talk about it on the shuttle to my car with a bunch of coworkers today.
it was all kinds of random and intense.
i got slightly emo, but then i remembered i had this thing in the morning, so i mentioned it.
we'll see.
it would be epic.
i'm mentally preparing myself.
i've been mentally ready for the 9almost10 years.
well, maybe not all 9almost10 years.
i've been ready in my head for at least 6 of those years.
2007, i was all kinds of ready. all year.
2008, i wasn't ready. i'm getting over it.
2009, let's try to get back to being ready.
so that brings me back to the whole year thing.
i'm going to clump 2007 and 2008 together because i honestly don't even know where one ended and the other started.
i was too busy trying to finish my oc marathon.
if you can clump 365 days together and call it a year, i'll clump 730 of them together and call it the longest and most confusing time of my life.
i attempted my oc marathon again this year, but it just did not happen.
this is party because i have a job now, as well as more freedom in the form of driving (though i did last year, but not on the freeway), and the pressure from the besties to read twilight.
i only finished the first book, but whatevz.
i'll get to the rest eventually.
maybe i'll try to finish those before i start school, instead of the oc.
i am more than halfway done with the oc anyway, though, so .....
i like how this year ended.
it ended how it started, but better.
i vaguely remember watching the jobros and miley on dick clark last year and being confused as to why they were all being so awkward. i wasn't into them, so i thought the little one was dating miley cyrus.
so this year, i watched them again, but i got to see miley live for new year's and that was pretty awesome.
again awkwardness on dick clark, but it was taylor swift and joe jonas instead.
maybe it'll be like, lindsay lohan and kevin jonas next year.
that would be bomb.
alright, well.
i'm going to go to bed now to see if i can make it ME and kevin jonas for next year's post-breakup awkwardness on dick clark.
step 1 tomorrow.
brb back to mental preparation.
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